Spleen Chronicles

Hello and good morning! I got up early this morning….at 7:00 a.m., to be exact….on a freaking Sunday! Damn my stupid circadian rhythms! I’d love once to just wallow in bed for a few hours on a lazy weekend morning….But no! My internal alarm clock wakes me! Or it could be the brilliant rays of sun that enter my window every morning without fail! Whatever.
I didn’t sleep well last night either. I’m not prone to insomnia…I actually think it was the enormous iced latte I had at about 7pm….that probably wasn’t the best idea in the world. I did, however, enjoy the mean caffine buz I got off the drink. During the height of my buz I finished one of my assignments in frenzy of pencil strokes. I had to make 15 thumbnail sketches of a banana….and boy did I ever get worked up about that damn banana. Who’d have thought that a stupid piece of fruit could be so interesting. Well…my sketches turned out beautifully and I spent the rest of my evening all torqued up on caffine and with nowhere to go.
I ultimately ended up hanging out with Timmay B. and Rob in N. Scott. I basically sat and watched them play video games….something that is completely foreign to me…but was interesting to say the least. I cannot get over how some video game fanatics devote hours upon hours of time and effort into reaching some meaningless goal(meaningless to me, anyway)only to start the whole process over again after conquering whichever fictional bad guy had plagued them in the previous level. Eh….whatever turns ‘em on.
Anyhow…with all my extra time this morning I decided to go for a jog. I’ve really taken quite a likeing to it…which I suppose is a good thing because I really do need the excercise. I’ve lost alot of weight since last December and I’m paranoid I’m going to gain it all back. But the weird thing…is that my skin is getting loose. I’m freaking out that I might begin sagging prematurely if I continue loosing weight.

Anyhow…this is enough for today’s entry. I don’t know how I feel about this whole online journal thing…..we’ll see how it goes.

Well…here I go with another attempt at beginning a journal. I’ve never done the online journal thing before. Eat your heart out Doogie Howser! Maybe this will be more successful than other’s that I’ve begun.

At any rate…today hasn’t really been the most eventful day in the world. What I did was waste alot of time….I’m good at that. At least I had alot of fun doing it! This journal is, in fact, yet another device with which I can waste time.

…..Ohmygosh….I’ve got writer’s block……..this is terrible. People don’t get writer’s block when they write in jounals! A jounal is a tool to organize one’s thoughts, process them, and ultimately become a better person for having done it. Maybe this just means I leave little or no room for improvement….or I’m just not capable of rational thought. At any rate…I think I should just leave well enough alone and end this entry while I’m ahead. I’d like to appologise to all who have had the misfortune of having read this. Maybe tomorrow’s entry will be better.